all my life i've tried to better myself so that I wouldn't have to do things the way my parents did, which isn't bad, but they just work too hard for achieving nothing. well, as it turns out, i'm just like them. all this work and i have nothing to show for myself. in fact, it's even worse than that. at least they have each other, i have no one. i don't know how to get out of this. i had so many dreams and now there's nothing. i hate just sitting here, but i don't know what else to do. what do i do? SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

is there some way i could just start all over again? maybe somewhere else? how do i fix this?